Christmas Isn't Christmas

You know I've been telling those asking me how's my Christmas going, and I rather replied "so-so",just nice, sort of. In fact, it was. I attended some open houses, sipping alcoholic can drinks, shaking hands and greet the folks, without even noticing, am I truly fun doing all these flows?

Coughing and flu for almost several days never done anything to me instead of being an excuse of avoiding any harmful drinks nor foods. Indeed, now it's getting worst throughout few days away of New Year. Talking about new year, I'm so gonna looking forward to this date cause I got a plan and I'll be screwed up if this isn't happens! A very friend of mine Cynta(guess I mentioned her alot) alerted me to this kinda bash New Year Party that will be held at IceBar, 1Borneo Hypermall, KK, Sabah and few well-known lineups will be there joining and entertaining the party peeps.

Here party mates, dig this in, and start gather your close party companions to obtain the VIP passes with 2 bottles of liquor! Guess this ain't be enough, but at least you can get high to get along the whole night shows!
Lazy to explain, this is it ;

2011 COUNTDOWN BASH

You're so not gonna miss this one! Oppss, talking to the peoples available in KK on this date. Yay!

Woopss again! Ain't I supposed to talk about Christmas? Screw me!

Ok, I knew this song, Christmas Isn't Christmas when I joined the caroling long time ago. The first few lines sound, " Christmas, isn't Christmas, till it happen, in your heart...... " made me think again, isn't any big moment like this supposed to be felt by our heart? Everything's would be fine and fun whenever our heart declares so. So, what wrong with the love-shaped organ inside my body?

I felt guilty to anyone I'd met during Christmas if my appearance turned invisible during the occasions. There's really chaotic thingy messed up in my head nor my heart at this very moment. I will figure solutions to it, then capture the spirit again.

Merry Christmas,

Snowless Christmas

Its few days away from Christmas. In fact, just one day left. I may not the super busiest as the others do, but I'm thrill to celebrate it this year. Not really excited since being adult, everything's seems not fun anymore if our head loaded by too many things.

Last two days, while reading Haruki Murakami's book, I heard a very nice carollers outside my rentplace. Never heard such since the last I joined the caroling decade ago. I used to be a caroller long time ago, never miss any of the practices, forced my friends to get in it to accompany me, and I enjoyed every songs I sang. Woaaah. How I miss that moments.

Just so you know, I missed few Christmases back when I'm still in uni. And factually, not only missing the occasions, but most of my precious time of spending time with the family was vanished just like that. To tell the reasons, new sem registration never been late than the date of 25th. Huh!

This may sounds cliche, but I shopped for two shirts and a bottom for this Christmas. I just don't wanna miss again the fun.

I hope that next year, my Christmas would be somewhere snowy, you know, Europe maybe. God willing. For those celebrated, have a blast Xmas. Enjoy every beat of the fun, forget you sorrows.

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2O1O!!!

Lamb of God xx

Runway Dream

Yesterday, while wandering for some attire to be worn for this upcoming Christmas, I suddenly saw bunch of peoples gathering around like there's a show about to begin! And yes it is! As I came closer to that subject, voila, I struck by a T-shaped runway just right the front of Esprit store. Just the right time I came, the shows then took place. It's a collection of Espirit Summer Look for 2011 if I'm not mistaken. Guess where I stand? Front row for God sake! Hahahaha.

Everybody's have their child/ridiculous ambition that for me, I only can kept it in my fantasy cause it will never happens! Well, to be honest, if I stand a height of 5'7 onwards, I will put no hesitation on career that I choose which is doing the runway! A model to be precise! God, I think I like the job. Yeah, maybe not as easy as we all predict, but it would be great showcasing new attire, which is fashionable, well-made, and branded in front of the audiences. Ok, now I'm starting to fantasize. LMAO!

The show was so simple. Just two rounds, but credit to the dance performances, they nailed the stage with eclectic movements and made the crowds almost going crazy. If only it's in a club, I guess there's no more people standing like a puppet. Hahahaha. So, here's some of the scenes I managed to snap. Enjoy ;

 Esprit Summer Collection

Right after the show done, the emcee which is Ricca from Hitz.fm KK division had given out 3 vouchers to shop at Esprit. Upon not-so-excited, I just ignore that slot which last night I found out one of the receiver was the lovely Miss Suicide Candy. Congrats girl! :)

Knowing that this nonsense dream of mine would never ever comes true, I think the guys and girls whose dream similar as me except if you got the height, look, desire and confidente, why don't you try this out! Would be a pleasure to see you there! Hoho.

GOOD LUCK beautiful peoples!

Full-Time Fantasizer xx

Fun VS Faith?

Ok, this may sounds bit offending but hey, I must blog this before departing to the place that I've been always wanted to go since I knew the place was existed! Hurm, this weekend seems so inviting yet challenging at the same time cause its made me in a crossroad despite, I already decided to go for one few months back.

On FAITH, I know I'm a sinner, and I won't let all that sins and bads haunt me all the time. For real, when I'm still a kid, I'm a church kid whereas I won't miss any church events during that old days. But time goes by, I've been apart to residential school and the faith became lil bit neglected. At that time, studies must come first!

So it happens that I saw the event created on facebook about a seminar aka retreat to be held at Holy Trinity Carmel and gosh, it's so opened my heart to be wanting and joining the occasion. With no hesitation, I jotted the date on my calender and today, the day comes to it.

On the other side, which is FUN, two days ago, my sister text me asking for assistance for her appearance and explained that she's competing in a pageant contest. It's so last minute that she had to get the fully available make up artist only, and no time to waste for grabbing any superb dress somewhere in KK. So, dress was chosen from the local boutique saloon only.

I did assisted her, which I drove her to Keningau to get a heels since she don't have a good one, we went to search any alternative dress since the dress she's got was a bit, mum's taste, and even be with her the whole rehearsal at the same day. What a tiring but honestly, I'm happy to lend such help esp for my own sister.

Today, these two things happen altogether and I can't attend both cause the locations are a problem, too far, and also both events require me to engage form 6pm till 12am. What a very tough choices. Well, it's final, I gotta choose and I'm gonna tell the verdict.

THE VERDICT : Georgie Joseph will attending the Retreat of Healing the Faith at Holy Trinity Carmel, starting this 5pm till Sunday(unknown exact finish time). God, I'm carrying bunch of prays for you to listen and I know I made the right decision.

So, dear my lovely sister, MISS MERYL FOSTER, I will pray that you gonna have a great time during Miss Rainforest tonight, you'll be love by the judge, and anything happens, take it as a lesson. No lost, no gain. But I do hope you win!

FAITH

 Lord, I come to you.

FUN

my beautiful beloved sis. 

theme : Rainforest Queen(sempatt ;p)

I'll depart to my destination shortly and I hope that my prays will be answered yet I found what I really want.

Faithfully xx

Gadgets!!! Curse My Appetite!

While writing this entry, I'm still making comparison on what I saw and heard yesterday, and what I just witnessed few hours ago. Similarity is, both are choir! But, I'm not sure if I mistaken the real choir concept all this while or not, cause of my knowledge, choir is a group of peoples doing rendition of songs, with the division of voices. Whereupon, today, on the event of World Class Choir performances at UMS Chancellor Hall, I was watching a non-categorical show which the choir doing some sorts of chanting, jumping, hissing, alike theater, and it's merely confusing me of choir concept. On the other side, yesterday, I was captivated by the extraordinary caroling I ever heard while wandering in 1 Borneo. Their voices similar to angelic voices of the carolers I often heard only on movies, tv or outside aka West programs. It's calm, clean yet sounds angelic like you never want to leave and hear more and more from them. Of the two of this 'rivals', the carolers won my heart and I decided to put some shots of them here ;

Enough of the choir things!

I'm thrilled to have things I always wanted and only when the right time(with enough bucks), I could buy them. That's not the point cause it's sound too show-off but the long await I managed to complete was very challenging when I have to be patient, calculate wisely on my financial, to make sure that I won't regret the bills I pay, I'm sure alot of peoples out there surely can't stand such await. I always remind myself that I'm no a minister's son, not even a money maker that can easily buy the things they dying to own. Basically, appetite makes someone may spend money uncontrolled without minding their essential needs. Well, it's just the piece of advice.

Pluck and strums. That's the new resolution I need to accomplish now. So, I bought a not-so-cheap acoustic guitar for that reason. Meet my Skylark!!! :

 hehe...blue still on top of my favourite

As an additional, I bought a new shoes too. Dying for so long, I decided to get a Supra so I can wear it during my performance one day! LOL.

dunno, but i just love this silver

I hope that I will put my 150% on my new lesson so that I will not far away from reaching for my dream. Wish me luck, and hope that I can post my first virtual singing very soon.

Bruno Mars Wannabe