Devastation

Another lost. God, I know you’ve reserve the best one for me. I’ll be waiting and believe that to lost a thing, means to earn a better new one. Hurt is only a temporary feeling to make us think and find a make sense explanation why does the thing happens.

Excuses mean a person already on his/her way to quit a commitment. Meaning that, the feelings are reducing of the thing they’re engaged.

A piece of advice, don’t be a chaser or a desperate person. When an excuse was made by someone just to avoid you, it’s a hint to let it go and move along.

I wish you the best. Happiness. Success. Good partner. Good family(u already got one). Peace.

Regards....

Never Look Behind

You may already get the idea, but hey, I’m here again. With all the tiredness I’d been through recently, now only I feel at home again.

How to say, I really glad I made a very just decision by left that ‘secondary job’. I won’t ever regret it as that is the best way to give justice to myself. I’ve been working hard without concerning on my health itself. Lack of sleep, sleep at dawn, drunk every night, wake up at noon, hey please, who will bear to live such lifestyle.

I admit it, it’s too sad to let that ‘dream’ go, but I believe, there’s always a green field at the other side. Being passionate in music, it’s universal! Doesn’t mean I have to be a club singer, but thanks to those peeps for the opportunity! I won’t ever waste the experiences you gave to me on that stage. Hurm....

See, I’d told a person, when you want and feel u have to do something, you must go on and do it. Yes, there may some stuff you will lose, but trust your instinct, you may gain better thingy after that. That’s me, no matter how I feel many things gone, I won’t beg to look behind again.

So, trust your instinct peeps. Give justice to yourself!

p/s : I quit my job as a club singer few days ago.