Wednesday, October 26, 2011

If I Die Young

Borrowing Band Perry's hit song title for this entry.

Few days before, the entire world was losing a very young passionate and potential legend-in-made, Marco Simoncelli at the age of 24. Shocking yet true, it's happened on a live show while the audiences cheer for their favourite one. For those doesn't have ideas who Simoncelli really is, I guess now you guys knew him.

I was in the office during this incident. Working as normal, I noticed there's a motor race (MotoGP) broadcasting live on tv. Since I'm not really into this racing thing, I didn't paying attention when someone (who following the race since beginning) shouting loud, mentionting that crashed happened! A bad one! So, all of us running through the screen to get the clear picture.

Unsatisfied, after having a tea break, I began to search if the scene already posted on YouTube. Well, it was there. What a fate, to tell, his girlfriend also there witnessing the moment. I watched it few times and can't imagined how he doing there. Minutes before, my timeline in Twitter flooded by the RIP wishes regarding him. And it touched my heart. Why? He just started to build a lap to become a legend, and his life's taken? I supposed God loves him more.

Life is short, so I guess we should put aside exception to have fun. We never knew when our time will comes. And we never knows, there must be uncountable amazing things out there. So, live life to the fullest.

Instead of inserting the crashed scene herewith this entry, I would like you to remember him as a charming handsome, passionate guy, with an amazing ambition of takeover the lap as a true champion.

23rd October 2011
May your beautiful soul rest in peace.

Monday, October 24, 2011

I'm Back For More

Damn. It's been a really long time not writing here. I suppose I cannot be forgiven for that. So sorry followers. Having two blogs definitely not an easy task to manage.

Where should I start, working lately had been my priority above all. I went through a very tough times dealing with pressure in and outside the workplace. Well, if only I can tell details about it, but I decided to just keep it as private. Better to not talk about it. :)

So many things happened since then, this including the process of shipment of my car from KK to KL. I thought it's gonna be that not very complicated but I'm wrong. Regardless the documents and the quite big amount of payment, I was pissed off by the unorganizable way the agent settling this thingy. She's troubled me alots. And because of her, I troubled some of my very close persons. Thanks God, they understood me.

Life's also being lame recently. Socially, I'm getting less friend to hang out. Most often, I'll spend my time reading, practising songs, and talking alone at home. I just don't have any ideas why it is so hard to get out in fact I got my car here. But, I should blame the roads. Jammed is everywhere and I cannot even avoid any of it.

My internet connection also been cut-off and this adding my boredomness into high level. As a results, it pressured me to the max. So I decided, on my next wage, I'll go settling the bill to get my connection again coz internet should probably can at least get me out from the 'darkness'.

Actually, I have a lot more to share and talk, but I should stop babbling and reserve it for the next entry. Well, everbody, I'm back on track! :)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

What Are Words

Firstly, thank you very much for those who responsible to detect Chris Medina's pure angel heart and believe his talent. I can't forbid myself to shed a tear when first I discovered this song. The words just touched me so so deeply in my heart.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close


Chris Medina's Fan

Friday, February 18, 2011

Call Me ABC From Now On

ABC?! Behold, till the end of this writing. Just gaining back my conscious from a total body and soul speechlessness after watching BURLESQUE. I've been eyeing, waiting, sticking myself to update by update of this film since I saw the poster of it last year. Finally, it happening today. And I'm glad, really glad!

Rumors said Christina Aguilera acts in this piece a bit amateur and not that strong. Well, I must say this, screw your words, she's indeed killed it as a main role without any lacks regardless her real 'designation' in the entertainment biz industry which is a vocal-singer. Playing Ali, she's none other than a normal farm girl chasing for a big dream as she believe she can do it.

The story, must admit it, you may seen such plot and story-telling treatments, but hey, repeatoire happens often even in the real life except it happens in many ways. I found the scripts really whimsical yet enthralling like the words often said in daily conversation. There isn't even a minute I try to rub my eyes the entire movie since this totally an execution of a high-class musical, vocally, verbally, dancing and moves, expression, till there's a moment I really want to stand up and pay a standing ovation, yell to rejoice, and shake myself to every of the songs! But, I laughed hardly.....Can't work on that one! Hahaha.

The casts, Cher was a bomb veteran hardcore great actress, Cam Gigandet is a total heartthrob(my girl cousin said), Eric Bane carried the jerk role almost real, Kristen Bell is apparently not as mean as the real hater, and so on, this movie was made by you.

Truly inspiring, exhilarating, moving, enrapturing, magnetizing what else. Praise to the director and crews as well! Plus, the song choices, it must be a hardest task ever in the production coz it sounds like million carat diamonds. Credit to that! Hardly almost can't breath the moment my ears caught the song 'Animal' by Neon Trees and it's like "it's my song, it's my song!". Freak!

My advice, for the non-musical lover at heart, please don't watch this one. Your tacky later comments will only lead to ruin. And to the bigot, time to book your first class seat and enjoy the BURLESQUE's magical stage goddess!

so sorry, been looking for the Show Me How You Burlesque movie clip but heck, can't find it. so enjoy this one!

So guys, lemme show you how to Burlesque!!! Oppss, wait! Not until you call me Ali Burlesque Cat! Which, ABC!

ABC ;p  xx

Monday, February 14, 2011

The Date Is Approaching

Believe it or not, times ticking fast. The date Feb 26 would be a new step stone to a world of indescribable. A world of secret-sweet-suffer of workinghood. For time being, I'm still ongoing to convince myself that I had made it through to this level. Awesome, proud!

Not intended to sound cocky here, but the longing await finally paid off. Even though there's no black and white to official the designation yet, but I should start to bear in mind now that I promise myself to perform well, think out of the box, and stay extraordinary to whatever circumstances approaching. The job's finally mine. I pray so. I hope so. Why there's 50-50? We(the toplister 25) should undergo a 3 months training at first. It's kinda a curfew for us to prove to the company that it it worth for them taking us in.

Still unclear? Not so soon, I'll be working as a journalist. It's kinda a huge challenge for me coz I'm going to write for a national tabloid. I like writing just I don't really sure which level my capability can shoot. But everything has it's starting lap, right? So, there's no excuses to learn from the bottom instead of topping at first but in the end, crashed down, useless.

Gotta pack my stuffs aka goods not so soon and leaving Sabah not for forever but just for a while. Chasing something I dreamt since back long time ago. Hoping to give my bestest and for sure, achieve 'something'!

TipTop Dreamer xx

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Cinema Mania on February

Just so you know, it's quite a stretch since the last time I went to cinema. And believe it or not, gosh, I watched "Khurafat"! Dang! Well, it's kinda an accidentally watch coz me and two cousins just got back from the church. The night before, one of the cousin watching and digging non-stop on that movie's trailer and occay, I get it! She really have must to not miss that film! Psstt, she is a truly fan of local products(movies, series, musics...)! Hahaha.

But then, hello February! Oh, this is what I really love about 2011's February. It's a month of movie, movie, and movie. MOVIESSS! I could say I will be hitting the cinema not fewer than 5 times. Haha, regardless the money crisis, should I miss these movies Burlesque, Black Swan, No String Attached, The Mechanic, 127 Hours, to list more? HELL NO!!! I want to watch em' all! yay!

To mention again, i won't put any extraordinary expectation on these lists. I hope every each is worth to be watch. I may put entries of reviews then later. So, mind you, keep stay tune. Hiks

Movie Freak of All Time xx

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


Hey guys! Well, I fulfilled my promise! I just made a nu blog and I think I'm gonna take sometime to more focus on that on. So, DO FOLLOW ME!! Here is the link. MY NU BLOG!

Saturday, January 29, 2011


Ok, first and foremost, LMAO! This entry has nothing to do with the title. Seriously, I'm thinking of switching the writing language to Bahasa Melayu when I'm done with the revamps. What do you think? I guess I would be better writing in Malay than English. Do comment and suggest. Huhuhu.

Friday, January 28, 2011

En Route To Become A Journalist

Hey sweethearts! Miss me? Ah-ha. It's been hectic recently. I've been flying from KK and now I'm in KL, this upcoming Feb 8th, fly back to KK again, and on 26 Feb, I will officially move to KL for I guess, forever? Can't tell you that coz I myself have no plan yet.

On January 12, I've attended an interview for a job that sort of my "dream job". I swear I don't prepared well but thanks God, I managed to make it to the 2nd interview in KL. At first, as per I acknowledged, there will a complimentary tix to fly us for the 2nd interview but unfortunately it's just another rumor which is I finally made a big risky investment for the sake of grabbing the lifetime opportunity!

The day's came, Jan 24, 30 out 200 being interviewed nationwide candidates showed off and apparently, I'm the most nervous among them! Only God knows, how I'm almost giving up upon knowing their strong background on the media industry, it's stiff, I can tell! This may sound cliche, but the only thing I did that time was reciting my pray silently in heart. Task given was presentation by group and individually. Worst part is, we became the first to present and the good part was, at least we done first with the burdens!

Now, I can tell how happy I am, the verdict been so nice to me. I'll be moving to KL coz starting the March 1st, we will undergo a training in route to be a real journalist for the tabloid. Been touching onto this level, I will ensure that nothing will become a barrier for me to nail the 'trial' in fact, I wanna show them that they worth picking me in.

KL, here I come with a big dream. Watchout metro peoples!

Friday, January 21, 2011

The Battle's On!

Hey, it's January and it's  AUDITIONS TIMEEEE!!! I've been an avid fonder of the reality shows since they've been introduced decade ago. From the American Idol to the Akademi Fantasia(Malaysia), to name a few, I could say, it's really my forte. Oh, just so you know(maybe some of you known it already), I'm dying to be a singer in fact I've tried, failed, rejected and kicked from several auditions, but there were succeed moments too. I'm obsessed to such things since I ended my secondary school and never giving up on trying and keep trying. But now, I'm kinda giving up to try all these due to some frustrating hopeless moments. You know the feeling when we're about to very sure that we gonna get through, then we didn't, not because we're not good but it's all about luck. Yes, talking about lucks, reminiscing the previous contestants on American Idol(international) & Akademi Fantasia(Malaysia) is enough to verify this statement.

Well, let's skip the sad stories, hey, are you ready to witness the "endless" talents of the year 2011?!! Of course neither of them hasn't hitting their stage yet, but to me, watching auditions is the most hilarious, exhilarating, and exciting coz we will see the expected and the unexpected "endless" talents showing their bestest with one hope, they got sufficient YESES/GREENLIGHT from the judges. Ok, it's clearly I am talking about just American Idol and Akademi Fantasia here, coz honestly these two really geared up my attention. Reasons? American Idol is like the MUST-NOT-MISS show in the entire world(which I ensure the winner's would be BIG BIG one later) and Akademi Fantasia would be the last one for this season.

So, which one you guys really up to?

Judges and the host : With two brand new, Jennifer Lopez and Steven Tyler.
(picture taken from American Idol Net)

 The auditions promo for Akademi Fantasia 9

Breathtaking huh? Seeing two new faces on the judge's chair of American Idol and rumors said, the AF9 Principal not anymore a local celebrity indeed, imported from Indonesia? Please let this happens! I'm dying to look forward a huge change to the AF's predictable gimmicks, and the "lacks"!

So, fellas(LOCAL MALAYSIAN + SINGAPOREAN), get your mic on, practice and go hit the auditions! All the best, sing with your own style, be confident, and shows the nation "something" with package from youu!

The Retired-Audition-Attender xx

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Funny Found

Ok, I just flipped my last year note book and guess what, I found this!

Hahaha! Those were my TO-BUY plus TO-DO lists with my first salary but I'm not so sure which were accomplished and which are not! Funny right, I never remember I did those lists! Probably I have nothing at all to do that time, so that's the result! Yay.

Frankly, we should do this often when we feel that we have to. Most of the times, it's tend to cross in our mind about jotting down our wishlist but most of us take it easy like it's not important. Perhaps we should change that perception now, coz I found this interesting to keep us motivated and keeping us to work hard!

Of these lists above, number 3 was out of the accomplishments! Bonia? Erk, maybe too cosy for me right now. I only can afford the Bata brand. :(  Well, actually number 9 was out too, but consider it accomplished coz at least I bought a car! Yay.

It's good to sometime ransacking your abandoned old stuffs like in my case, I'm tiding up and throwing what's not to use anymore then I found few things that I wanting to catch up again. One of them, check this ;

Never finish to read this since I bought it last two years. Hahaha. This time, will flip it till the end. Ok guys, regardless the piece of hair and the pretty bed sheet, you can see clearly the title, the author, the praise about the book, right? Then go google it! Let's read together.

Ransacker xx

Monday, January 17, 2011

Crush Onto Twitter...

I just got back from a nice dinner of seafood at Gayang and kill me, I'm feeding myself like a pregnant lady these days! Full and satisfied. Me and two cousins have craving to eat here since few days before. To cut the bill, we'll ordered few dishes only. As usual, shrimps, Ham Choi soup, and Kangkung(if I'm not mistaken ;p) with  rice. Trust me, none of us behave with manners, in fact we gobbled that dishes like a monster. Pheww!

Upon finished the dine, we jumped into a small conversation while waiting for the bill. We came up with the topic of how English speaking is super essential nowadays. Not intended to underestimate them, but I'm far away ahead of them on English language. At least, I can speak, write and converse well using this language. All I can say, learning English is so fun, but really demanding our passion to keep learning and learning in order to master it. Well, thanks God, there are so many channels to get sources for lesson process, to mention, the net itself.

I did encouraged and convinced them to not giving up on learning English cause such ability will carry us to another part of the world, the places we never thought we may reach on. I also told them that the ability to well-conversed in English is like an indicator of our professionalism.

Ok, that's the rambles. I actually just want to give an announcement into this entry that now I AM OFFICIALLY ON TWITTER!Lalalala. So guys, do follow me. I really looking forward to exchange anything with you guys!

image taken from

search my profile ; mrwhimsical

Twitterian xx

Friday, January 14, 2011

Quantity Over Quality?

First and foremost, sorry for the long absence. I was contemplating of how I gonna 'transform' this novice blog to a useful, fancy, inspiring, and fulfilling reads. My goal is, I'll only post entry which I really think it's worth to share to. So the revamp hasn't started yet, too much to concern from the blog design to the contents itself, regardless the bad writing, allow me to off for a while.

A good blog doesn't a good blog until people came into and leave the page with a big smile plus new knowledge/inspiring tips. Basically, I'm talking about QUALITY here. Been this while, my goal is to write as many entry as I can. And that is so wrong! No wonder, visitors never leave comments. :(

There goes the story of the absence. Plus, I'm struggling now of getting new job, and the focus sort of being scattered and absolute leads to mood distraction! Huhu.

So, will see you guys then. Stay tune to any updates!

Pimp your life, daring to dream!

Off-a-while xx

Thursday, January 6, 2011

A Revolution For Malaysian?

I don't know about you, I means us Malaysians, but I never fond of any Malaysia's Film Director piece of artwork, except I had watched the late Yasmin Ahmad's as the last Malaysia's movie I ever seen at cinema. Well, thumbs up for that, not bad at all. Epic and came out with her own ways of story-telling. But I must admit, I've never seen something bombshell from the local directors and that only leads me to ignorance.

But not for this one, from the trailer itself, I wouldn't dare to put an extraordinary expectation though, thrilling enough to kick myself off to buy the tix even though I'm not really sure when it will be release. It was produced by the gigantic brothers of KRU, directed by Yusry Abd Halim whose a singer long time ago, and foremost, it's a WORLD-CLASS must-not-miss movie! My pride for KRU, why after I left the company, then only they produced this one?! Arggh. FYI, I used to be an intern for them 2 years ago. Hehe.

Let's make a cut-off here, the main cast in this movie was non other than the Malaysia's world class actor, Stephen Hughes, if anyone does not have the idea who he is, there the GOOGLE always been a help. Haha.
Ok guys, let's roll the trailer!

When I browsed to find out the release date, all I can found is "AKAN DATANG". So, I guess it must be a burst newbie and will be a talk throughout the entire nation or worldwide, if I'm not too much. heee. So watchout Malaysian's Film Hater, you may be blown by this one.

Peace For Our Local Industries xx

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Never Had A Dream Come True

Guess what, Ms Keys made this and put all of what's on my mind in this piece.

New York, just wait for me. I'll hit you with a massive big things one day!

Call me a dreamer :) xx

Tuesday, January 4, 2011


Been few days not making any entry, I wonder if I should go on with this blog anymore. It's been a while and I'm proud to say that there's so many thing I've learnt from the moment I indulge into the blog world. I  kinda a worth-wore blog seeker now, just to scoop useful infos, writing skills, even in order to determine what's the best concept I must use for my future blog project. Honestly, I'm started to think of a fashion blog anyway. Still on progress to collect some materials and guides. Heh.

Life ain't easy when I noted that the past comes around back again. Yeah, being jobless isn't worthy to proud of at all, the main concern is who gonna pay for the loans esp the car! I'm so gonna sink if I couldn't get a job asap! Don't ask, but I already sent my resume to few places, which potential to hire me with such experiences and field of study. Lord, hear my prays, grant me a job. A nice one! Huhu.

Arrogant-zero to speak, I received two calls from two different employers yesterday and today asking me if I could make it to their interview while I'm still frustrated with the not extended ex-job. The matter rose, both required me to based in KL and this does really put me in dilemma since I'm not yet ready to go back to Peninsular admittance I loved being here, my hometown now.

Well, haven't make any decision yet, cause it's just the fourth day of me became jobless, perhaps I should give myself some times and obviously, good rest to think wisely whether which path I should take without regretting it later. There's a call I've been waiting and I put a high end hope to that job to be mine, so there's no such thing to rush considering there still left on saving, fair enough to hold me for bit more periods. Wait, rest, calm and see what's will going on.

Wish me luck guys.

Trapped In Dilemma xx

Saturday, January 1, 2011


Well hello 2011, and the plus one year old peeps, how's your last night countdown bash? Some might still hangover, some might exchanging texts to the person they've met last night, or any of you heartless and not even a bit aware that we are now in the new year? If you intended to ask mine, I have a uber exciting and super blast partay last night! Upon the arrival, we're completely tight and everyone's obviously shy to move. Darn! But then the night goes on and on, the nastiness of us began to shown, nothing can beat these animals to roar at the dancestage! Oppss, did I mentioned DANCESTAGE? Hell yeah, there's a nice-built stage and we're rock on it!! yay!

I opened my eyes this morning with a super massive things on my head! And its undoubtedly all positives. New year new beginning, I doubt if fate would play nice to me this year! Ohhh I'm so gonna miss 2010! One thing for sure, I'm gonna kick-off and start to re-polish my soft skills on sketching and do as much as possible of shoes designs on my way to follow Jimmy Choo's big success. Fark! Just kidding!

Anyway, I already think and plan few things to put on my blog soon. Not so soon, this blog would be "UNDER CONSTRUCTION" to give away myself to revamp it! I'll stick to the concept which is PERSONAL but I would like to see it sophisticated, clean, and well-design. So, keep on update, I'll be glad if you dropping some comments.

Hugs xx