WTH goin' on?!

Bad messy day again. I'm trying to make myself busy so that my mind doesn't hook to that matter again. But, as I trying hard, it's even come closer. What am I thinking about(well just let me keep to myself), is it worthy enough? I lost myself this few days as this bloody hard-heart-feeling strikes in me. I can't bear to know what would happens in the future without considering things that will hurt me. I really wish that there's an answer to this. Whether it is bad news or better one. If only I could choose.

HEADACHE!!!!!

arghhhhhhh!